running crazily on a dark wet path alone

  Oh bloody hell,i just cant concentrate anymore,this is my limit,fuckin hell,the activity that i am doin now,extreme sitting.I am extreme bored,i can only keep myself happy by a continuous absorption of knowledge but at this moment,i am too tired but i cant sleep yet cos if i sleep too early then will affect the sleep patteren which will affect my learning and will reduce my workin efficiency and will affect my money makin.

    Poo Bum Shit Fuck,cant even make myself to concentrate to work,fuck sake.I know this is sat night,everyone is out drinking and shit,but i am not everyone,i am the perfectionist,no time should be wasted.Those people can fuck themselves up but i wont.They can rot as usual.Until they turn into methane and burn.

    I am just a little lonely as i want to achieve the best,which makes me the odd one out.When people are playing,i am reading,when people are sleepin,i am workin,when people are missing lectures,i am goin to extra,when people are sitting and watchin tv,i am buying and sellin stocks.

    I know i will success but this path is draining me,its threatening me,its bullying me.Fuck him,fuck off,guess just got to ignore him,or even be nasty to him.Beat him by determination and dedication. But it seems like this is a path which is 20 million miles long,that goes all the way to the end of the universe.But still even every single happiness disappear on Earth,i still will never give up cos i am gonna make my own happiness.If there is no path,then i will built mine.

    Well guess i am one of those crazy man,yes those successful crazy man.