Tried everything thats can be tried

I have tried all that i could,so much effort had been put in,its totally over the top i couldnt even believe myself.A game can never be played with only one side of the people,a conversation can be happen with one person.A clap will not make noise with one hand.Atleast i had tried my part for months.

  Well and i totally have no idea why i am disregarded too,cos i have never done anything wrong.I asked millions of times no result was given.I guess this is why i am so dumb,only dumb people with strong emotion keep speakin and asking and want things to get better.Clever people would stepped out ages ago,gave up and let go.But this is who i am,i try things to 100% i give all i am,hahahaha so funny that i am so tired out because of this i was ill twice.Maybe its time for me to learn to be clever,let go in time,cos it is just gonna back fire well it had again and again and again ......no comment i just wanted to make things better,just wanted to be happy thats all.Tried my best and stil didnt work so no regret.

      Now i am back to this complete silent writing this on my own,with my tired ill body waiting for new year to come,would be horrific but powerful memory if i have no one to talk to before new year.But i guess life has its only mysterious ways.

   Well i gotta head out now. hahaha probabaly no one will ever read this but oo well

FUck it lol 

活在當下

欲知昨日因，且看今日果；欲知明日果，且看今日因  

What happen today,is the cause from yesterday,what you do today wil affect tomorrow.

Do your best for now 

please once again

It's been long,I thought that strength and feeling from the inside is long gone.I had been come weak for this few months,seems like my body isnt in my control.Tiredness totally over ride my body.It had became my body's master.Telling me to not to do the right things.

   But yet again life had becoming challenging again.This feeling of not want to lose,of determination,this preserveance stil to sparkle in me again.

   I will need it to run into flames,i will need it to grow.If i want to success i will need to work hard,take the pain,sweat,understanding that to reach a goal is done by many little steps many little bit of hardwork combine together.

May i please have the strength determination in me again.I will need it to success

Regrouping

After all the days of crazy experience and hardship.Those had gone.Tired i am so tired.

What now do i have to do.Rethink rethink.One mission is done now replan the next big one.

Tomorrow goal set and let set out on the trip and find and reach the goal.

Will have to do the best of everything

Perserevance