ARRRRRR a control in the body,a control in the mind

     The Clash is the best band on Earth!!!Somehow their rhythm,their lyrics,their exploding energy and the chaotic randomness of movement WOOOOOOOO fuckin awsome let out the inner me.Some how it feels like its penetrating the tought metal shell that contain my brain,it acts as a huge force to rip the metal open,and at the same time there is a lost of pressure and the real me rushes out.

     It feels awsome,to be able to just go absolutely crazy,a complete randomness process,movement of the mind,body,its like 20 million mental patient combined,cos all the pressure i have in normal days contain them inside me,i am never me,i am who i am is all because of my responsibility,the path that i have walked.I know that it does feel awsome to be able to be crazy,free,no control,yes a control in the body,a control in the mind,yes need to rebel,need to break thru.But if i just go crazy now,i will be totally fucked later,may well just hold it in for a little bit longer,then all burst out!!!!!!!!!Just like taking a shit,when u are not around a toilet but u really need to let the crap out,u wont just aggressively shit in ur pants,u will hold it in then when u find a toilet then yer let it burst out,fuckin drown in the feelin of relief,joy,freedom.The feelin of not being contained,controlled.The ability to choose.

    So Yer i am holdin it in hopefully,but the clash is like a Laxatives to my brain,sometimes it just burst out,completely crap my pressure from my head all over the place,feels so good,like took a big shit!!

       Well got to go back to crazy fuckin shit life now,like everyones else,fuckin contained,pressurized,FUCKIN SHIT,still will hold it in until the day,cant wait,if its too much then will shuff a cork up the fuckin ass and hold it in!!!!!!