Oh give me craft!!

    HAHAHA yer i am in an emotion tornado,in her way,i surely die,(from Apple dict.  a mobile,destructive vortex of violently rotation winds having the appearance of a funnel-shaped cloud and advancing beneath a large storm system)WOWOWOWOWO that's what my brain is in at the moment,a perfected visual description.

     The land of opportunity,the golden chance for me,my future looks so bright,now i think ive seen the light,Cant say whats on my mind,cant do what i really feel,in this life that made for me,is where i success,i really feel!!!

      ARRRRRRRRRRR is spinning my synapse to the brink of destruction,the tornado of the mind!!!!!!!!!!

       I am just fuckin holding on a concrete plate on the floor with the end of my finger nail,where blood is seepin,where the cells is tearing in between,the only force holding it in place is the extreme determination,and the ultra strong dedication.If i even think about snapping of the nails or i will never think about letting go,but if i even think about the nail snapping then ,i will fall into eternal darkness,all the sacrifice i made for all those long time will be wasted,vanished.Will force my eye lid to open in the blazing wind,focusing on success,never never be moved again,i need strength,please give me craft!!!!!!

    May i never be moved from my crazy determination again,please give me strength!!!!!!