Was thinkin last night about the last thing that i wrote,about me inside a forest. But i realised it wasnt the full picture,as i was in the forest,feeling scared,someone came along.Because of the appearance of people,well maybe a person,suddenly bought warm and light to the forest,and made it a nice garden,leaves became greener than ever,white lilies started appearing everywhere.Fruits started hanging down the trees,birds started singing and it seems like a sweetness of peace is in the air,and what makes me feels me lonely anymore is the sun that shine in my eyes and animals fuckin behind bushes (lol not really this one).But as i was led along by that person, walkin,striding away from the forest(think i was out as well from the time the person appeared).The person just suddenly said i have to go,that warm smile hanging from his/her(i cant see the person and hear but i feel his/her existence) suddenly turned into an evil laugh,then the person just vanished(pretty good washing powder),leaving me there in the most scared,afraid that i have ever been,screaming inside my head,i suddenly started growing and i have no choice,i have to grow inorder to survive,fight against evil animals.

   I really thought that i grew up and can live in the forest by myself but i realize i cant,i am still really scared.thats y i just stood up and run to the magnetic pole of the greatest possible solitude. and i am still on the path running and its tiring,tries to fool myself,blindfolding myself with the cold wind that brush across my face,hoping as my vision becomes blurry,i will not scrutinize the memory chip in my brain to evoke the scared and anger from within.

    Running with a blindfold on and hope will break free but not from the forest but yet from Earth.