Flight to perfection and beyond!!!!!

   I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard,handful of sadness but i cant help the fact that everyone can see these scars........So i let go,workin hard,turn your back like everyone does,face away and pretend i am not,but i'll be here cause dedication is all that i got.

     I am a little bit insecure,a little unconfident,cause u dont understand i do what i can but sometimes i dont make sense.!!!!!I CANT CONCENTRATION THE WAY I DID BEFORE!!

   Some where i belong,yep i was in confusion.Perfect lyrics to describe me now"What do i have but negativity,cause i cant justify the way,everyone is lookin at me,nothing to lose,nothing to gain,hollow and alone,and the fault is my own,and the fault is my own.""Every step that i take is another mistake to success"!!

    Really hahahahaha i think i am just too scared to lose control,i've been smothered hahaha,i need to fall,and fall and fall,yep i may end up failing too.but mum had holding me too tight,too afraid to lose control.

    What i have to do, yer go and brush ur shoulders off,ladies as pimps too go brush ur shoulders off lol.

       I heard a pile of work calling out my name,i had the feelin that my life would never be the same again,i turned my determination towards the barren sun!!!

    I know of the pain that u feel the same as me,and i dream of the droplet of success as it falls upon my hands.And the crack in my concentration like the crack upon the ground,they are sealed and are now washed away!!!!u tell me we can start the work,u tell me that we all can change,u tell me we can find something to wash my desire AWAY!!!!

   ARRRRRRRRRRR got to burst from a caterpillar to a eagle,a dragon,an invincible crazy awsome perfect thing,not even a person anymore,arrrrrrrrrrrr my blood is boilin like lava, hope urs is as well.PERFECTION HERE I COME,to PERFECTION AND BEYOND!!!!!!!!!!!