Sunday, 25 May 2008

cool

This post might sound a little gay but its amazing!

hahahah just watched an episode of 同事三分親 the message that it bought out was amazing.
It turns my heart and my emotion into melty kiss chocolate slowly melting inside the dark cold night. " It's is not about the price or how much you have,but yet every part of hard work pays off and am a man will look after the people around and love". That's the truth and waaaaaaa cool tv program 

Tuesday, 13 May 2008

The only way

     I am still fighting,i am still fuckin fighting!!!!!Fighting with my eyes barely opening,destiny is battering my body and my mind but still he wants me to fall into the bottomless pit and force me.Well maybe its a training but i am climbing when i am tired  i hold on.
  My brain is fuckin up already so tired slept for 5 hours woke up at 6am.so much work but still
200 press up then more work!!! NEver give up or lower your standard!!
  Well if you are not strong enough to achieve perfection,then give your everything that there is on your to achieve perfection cos there is no other path!!!
  I mean when you are really tired or distracted then fuckin slap yourself on the face,most effective.Boost a little press up!!!
   Bitterness of the mind man bitterness of the mind!!!Thirst your desire is the hardest!!!!But still no choice tell yourself.Only work hard leads to glory.Distraction fuck you up!!!!
     Fight fight fight,useless to be sad or be distracted.Cos after all those emotions you still have to come back on the path to run again on the broken glass.Life is stil hard,your soul is still bleeding the only way to end pain and fear is to get to the GOAL.just focus and run!! This is the only way!

Monday, 12 May 2008

Lost??

  What if.  What if the guidance light for your path if gone,what if you cant see what is ahead of you,What if you are so fuckin freaked out about walking in the dark?What if,what if

      FUCK THE WHAT IF,JUST FUCKIN WALK THRU THAT SHIT MAN.
when its darkness that cover,when its unknown infront.when you are in a dark room and need to get to the otherside and get out.All i can say its that.what would you rather choose.Be scared and stand in the darkness forever,or walk into the glory of light with fuckin wounds of bravery and toughness and be embrace by success and the feelin of satisfaction!!?
Be tough,be brave, just do it

Tuesday, 6 May 2008

a little stone,today is the same date as i was born

Well Life is Life!!!!!!! HAHAHAH tough little stone i am!!
When the light is not there,guardian disappeared,road seems misty and fears starts to cover you,Then you know it is TIME!!!The time that you turn yourself into a torch brighten up the path infront!!!Turn your eyes into laser scan everything carefully,use your bravery to see inside mist and use your extreme strength and toughness to stand up and throw away the fear!!!!!
Never never never give up!!!I mean you have the right to go crazy,but you dont have the right to quit!!!!!
Quitting is a cowards game,feelin pain and want even more is a game for human!!!!
The reason for living is to find a reason to live.The path of survival is to survival!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We know,we believe and we do.WE FIGHT until out last breathe,our last bit of sweat is dryed up and last bit of blood is drained!!!
You break my leg,i crawl.You blind me i feel my way ahead.You make me fall,i stand up faster stronger.and i go crazy and go AARRRRRRRR you dont know who you fuckin with!!!!
 I am a little stone,bouncing around.and today is my mile stone. well quarter stone of my life.
fight and fight even i am dreaming,fight until the sun is up and down,snows comes and go!!!!Years by years.Finding a meaning becomes a meaning itself.
Perfection can be obtained by having a perfection state of  mind.Meaning become there for searching!!!!
Life must go on and should be with ever single bit of it tried and fighted for!!