The need to retain focus

         Maybe i look like that i really want to make a lot of money,but i see it as a tool.Life becomes pointless,and worthless without goals.My goal is to save people,reduce pain on Earth,to do all i can to help.And in my existing power and knowledge,making money with stocks is all the best that i can do to save people.And this is why i am doin all i can to make money in the stocks market.Its gonna be hard,when i can make a lot of money and still resist the temptation from money and not be poisoned by it.

       But at this moment i am workin towards my goal,i am half asleep,my eyes are blurry,i lost the sense of time,tiredness is pullin me down,its killing me but i am just doin press up in totally blurriness,workin,fighting,lookin at stocks and learn about it,when i could just go to sleep and relax,but i can give up any chance which can make me save people.When i make money,all the tiredness pays off then give it away then will make the point of my life.My goal.

      Sometimes i am so tired and cold in the morning that i feel sick,6am in the morning,so what!!!!!!!Throw it up,get it done then start the work,those are just excuses,the difficult which can be done now,only the impossible might take a little longer.

      I need to make myself more crazy,use the craziness in me to support my goal,stubborn and never give up.

       Its the only path for now,lets walk the best on it,then improve on the way to the goal.Its not just to reach the goal,its to make the best out of the path walkin there as well!!Perfection must be obtained!!!My focus is dispersing,emotions kills,may i have the power to focus like a beam again,concentrated and powerful!!!