Sunday, 2 March 2008

Light had dimmed in her life,just one sentence would relighted it but......so sad

      Crazy world isnt it,another hard workin,good moral,no party,no alcohol,just person striving,had suicide.She is only 26,only even of her live that she has lived.This is life,only the fittest survive.Either u get thru all the pain,all the hardship and success,or u become a pile of shit,living with no purpose,like animals,eat shit fuck die.
      Her life is not as bad as other people,she has hearing problem,but still strived her best,comes first in school,so people wont look down on her,went to usa with scholarship then becomes a teacher.But yet she still under attack from the discrimination from herself and others,she chose to end her life.
      Now i thought about it thoroughly i think its becos is that she discriminate against herself,when she doesnt care,no matter what other says wouldnt matter.
   But still she would have to go thru all the pain,hope she will feel relief now.
     When she was at her lowerest point,if there was someone,just to say something encouraging,just something nice,it might change her life.Simply like,hang on,there is always people will support u,i do have a glimpse of how she feel,no one can ever understand her without being in her situation.I was the same,so alone,u just feels that everything has departed from u,she chose to end it,i chose to live and fight,i can not say i wont give up but i can only say as far as i can see,i will stay and fight until i cant go on anymore.
      May she has the ability to regain courage to fight against all possibilties in life,next life even,all the challenges all the changes.
      When courage and determination ran out then,the only thing,the only thing is to free ur eyes,then life itself becomes so small,so.... dont have to care about those little thing.
      May wisdom be the light to guide all the people in need,in a few years time,not long,i would be one of the light tower to try to help,to serve my responsiblity,to try to help,try to guide all the people in need.

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