insane beam,what?? Focused

       HAHAHA   I really am crazy,i no longer am the person that i once was,the me before was scared of things,lazy,no focus on goal.Now i work so hard that i fall asleep when my eyes are open,so what tired then eat,rest and start again,training is not just that.The meaning of training is so tiredness,everything is hard,nothing is goin ur way,give up?No,u still do ur best,and thats training.When things goes ur way,thats not training.

     Tiredness is brining me down,loneliness is suffocating me,life becomes pointless,reality becomes dreams,life becomes blurry.The point to work is fading away but i still force everything that i have to focus,work until i can go on anymore and that is training.

     No hard work,no gain and this is the truth to everything.U can look at it as horrible,harsh,evil but u can also look at training is awsome,i will be better and focus just on the success and ignore the shit about it.Tired the 100% focus on the rest,eating then eat like u never eat before.Think 6am-5pm of work is crazily tired then,do press up do triceps dips,force ur body to go a little further each time,then it all adds up.So after a few years,ur brain will be like stainless steel and ur body will be like titanium.

      There is no perfection in you cos u r already beyond that,by then u r success itself.

    Light beam,i am focused.steppin to prefection the first stage.already fuckin hard but training i am training,Sleep eat,train,sleep eat train,lost but will be perfect and will be beyond.

     And when that is obtained,then the most powerful out of all,sacrifice.Thats my point of life.

     Not to believe it,but just to do it.